Ive just changed my blog song! :)
Im always very outdated about songs.
And i only got to know this nice song from Jy on friday.
Noob right me? hahas :)
Anyway, earlier this afternoon i went to library to
get my edusave bursary award.
Saw Xuanjun and Hanyong. They both didnt see me.
The scariest thing was my primary school friend sat
just right infront of me and he didnt notice. LOL!
Too coincidence already. Listened to the speech while texting.
Then went off to Jp and meet my brother with mum.
Ate Feast's Laksa and took bus down to grandma's place.
I miss going to grandma's hse and most importantly,
i miss my old house that i use to stay in Bukit Batok.
Chat and gossip-ed(?) the whole day with aunt's and cousins.
I miss Samantha!!! She told me about her Sec 1 life.
Glad she is going on fine :)
Friends went to play pool but i couldnt turn up.
Even if i could, i will not. LOL! sorry :x
Tmr is a sunday, that means i got to stay home all day.
And im so gonna study tmr!!! they whole day!!!!! :D
Looking at the O level results on 11 Jan had been a wake up call for me.
I hope many others had a wake up call because of the results too.
Im really afraid that i will be like those that cried on 11th.
I hope not so im gonna start mugging now.
And im not gonna stop! I want to continue having this motivation.
I can do it right? :/ Now waiting for a text and im gonna chit-chat on phone alr.
Anyway, i got a short gratitude speech for someone.
You will know who you are when you read this.
And i will let you know. So here it goes,

Thanks for waiting for me for 2 years. I know you do not like me to say sorry to you but i still got to say, Im sorry! Sorry for making you wait for me for 2 years and yet still don get anything in return. You have been through all ups and downs with me and i really appreciate it. You are a nice guy. You always care for me and love me more than other guys. But... you know that im not ready for having any progress of relationship with anybody. Knowing that my heart is always with some else, you don mind but yet still stayed by my side and making sure that im always happy. Knowing im hurt by the guy i love, no matter how upset you are when you see me upset, you still pretends to be happy and cheer me up. This type of guys are hard to find, somehow i think you should not wait anymore. But whatever i say about not waiting, i know you wont listen. I am touched by you and that is what i can admit. Im touched by the way you treat me. But still, im not ready. There's someone else occupying my heart and i hope you understand. Lasty, im really sorry and thanks for everything ...