Disappointed :(

Walked to school myself early in the morning. As i cant find Xueming and Michelle didnt come to school. Receive Yanyi's letter reply and after reading it, i felt upset and of course happy at the same time. But still, IM SORRY! :( Sat in the hall for like damn long lah. So many prize givings. After that went back to class.. Miss Ng gave us four sets of holiday assignment. I don mind practicing more during the holidays. Cause i really do think i need to buck up (: SS lessons, Mr kumar just went through some commitee stuff. Had operation clean up (: abit tiring lah. didnt do much. After that got back results slip. Then went to the hall to assemble. release at around 12.55-1300 pm. Went to pass Michelle her work and then eat and homed (:

So what if i got fifth in class?
You don seem happy abt it.
You know its so difficult for me to have this drastic change in my results?
But the comment you gave me was,
"This type of results still can get fifth ah?"
Then you said, " So cleon get what? First?"
Im really disappointed you know?
I put in so much hardwork and i tot you will be happy for me.
But yet you made such comments.
so meaning you have more confidence in Cleon lah?
who is ur daughter man? i don get it.
ive already put in lots of hardwork.
I know my EMB3 got exactly 19.
but still, it doesnt mean i will end here and not improve anymore right?
i really don understand, why whatever i do, you don seem happy at all :(