It had been 57 days since Brandon is not with me in Singapore. At the very beginning when he left, i felt so empty and lonely everyday. Now i just feel normal. I felt like just before i ever loved someone so deeply. Before i was even together with someone. Me, myself and no one else. We used to talk to one another alot on LINE, WHAT'S APP & SKYPE. Now, he barely replies me. No matter how long my messages me, he will reply me only with, "okay, i will." or "okay, thanks! Love you too" such stuff. It kinda pissed me off but when can i do? A few days ago on the 17th, was our 30th month anniversary. I sent him a super long text with a video of myself wishing him. He replied me two days late but i was not angry at all cause i understand. But when he replied, i expected something sweet or special. But all his replied was, "thank you baby. I will see the video. Love you okay?" After that he didnt reply me again. Just a few minutes ago. I receive a reply again. And as usual, he said, "ok i will" How am i able to maintain a relationship like that? Its not that im giving up but i just dont understand that why when he is in singapore he texts me like that. And now that he dont have the chance to see me or text me, he still reply me like that. Im seriously damn upset. Hais. but what can i do? :(
Darren and Wilson was talking about whether i will cheat on Brandon. Because 6 months without him wont i be lonely and stuff? I dare to say, i will never cheat on Brandon. The only reason we will break up. It's because we have not been contacting and communicating with one another. Thats all i can say. 2 months and counting. If only he can come back now and solve all this unhappiness of mine :( Im pissed at him. But i got to say i do miss him and love him so much that i cant hate him .... :(
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