Today is my uncle's 43rd birthday.
I do not know why but when i started looking at the past photographs i began to feel kinda upset. I do not know what to tell them. As somehow i feel that its just my heart suddenly felt empty. How i wish that my uncle is still here and i can go straight to his house surprise him and tell him, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!". But facing the fact that even if i were to go his house now and i cant see him, I just feel like tearing. But somehow i just cant cry out at all. It had been 3 years since he left us. But i still cant get over it somehow. On his birthday, his death anniversary or even when i see his children.. It just upsets me....
:'(
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