Cravings(:

2011-10-27T17:39:00.003+08:00

PHOTOGRAPHY DAY♥

(27 October 2011)

For our DVDE module , we borrowed DSL Cameras for the day to learn how to take nice and beautiful photos for our upcoming CAs coming up. Really fun experience, except the part where many mosquitos bit me. We had two 2hrs break. The first break we just slacked and have our meal. For our second break, we went to commonwealth to accompany nic and tina to shop for their paintball stuff. I swear the bean bag "chair" is damn nice to sit on lah! Isabelle and Lena both fell alsleep on it. LOL! The day ended with a very boring ISEC lesson which i played Tetris throughout the whole lesson.

FRIDAY (:

I didn't want to attend class that day as i was damn lazy to get out of my bed early in the morning. So the night before, i planned with Isabelle to skip class the next day. But, i reached school at 11.30 to have breakfast with Bro and also wait for Boyf, Darren, Wil, Esther to reach. In the end Darren reached first and i accompanied him for lunch. Soon one by one reached. We went for bowling. After that had KFC for lunch at fc5. Intending to go for the halloween event. But at the very last minute looking at the super long queue? I've decided not to go. So we took train straight to BoonLay. Esther went home and the rest of us walked at Jp for awhile.

Ended the day with a very tiring walk home (:

2011-10-27T17:28:00.004+08:00

SENTOSA!♥ (13 Oct)

Had a last minute planning to go Sentosa with Clique♥.
Not many people turned up but it was still fun (:

Had a really bad sunburn on my back & shoulders as i forgot to put suntan lotions there.

After the fun at Sentosa, we made our way to CitySquare Mall at Farrer Park MRT.

We waited till 8plus pm for seats at Seoul Garden.

Made friends with the worker there called Jiawen(:

Home sweet home after the tiring yet fun day (:

First Day of School♥

School reopened on the same day as the 20th month of baby and I.

We only had two lessons that day and luckily, our second lesson was cancelled on the first day. Hence, we only went to school from 12 to 2.30 pm. A short day but really happy catching up with my polymates♥.

After school, met boyf and he treated me to Crystal Jade to celebrate our anniversary and i also made a small board of our photos for him as a present.

♥

Events Within a Week

2011-10-04T19:58:00.008+08:00

Genting with Mum, Boyf & Clique♥

On Sept 23rd, we had a sudden rash decision to have a vacation trip to Genting together. The plan was made by Mummy, Wilson, Jaslyn and I. As soon as we decided, we called up the rest to see who i able to make it. As it was pretty last minute, only Austin, WeiJing and Boyf was able to make this trip together with us. Even though it was last minute, we were able to book seats and hotel rooms in time :) The trip was short but fruitful. The fun we had together was really unforgettable. The short 3 days we spent together, was really full of laughter!! The next time, we are planning to go Malacca SHOPPING together! This time, we are so gonna bring more of our clique along! Overall, thanks Mummy for the wonderful trip you organize for us :) <3 (L)

Marina Barrage♥

Cleon organized a picnic at Marina Barrage on the 30th Sept. Not many of us were able to make it. But, it was still a fun outing. Cleon brought his girlfriend, Rebecca, along and introduced to us. We were hanging out fine as she was a really kind and friendly girl :) At night, we had a small surprise celebration for JunHao as the next day was his birthday! (:

Adeleen's & Shawn.C's Birthday Celebration (:

We were invited to a birthday celebration for Adeleen's and Shawn.C's birthday on the 1st of October. It was indeed awkward as the sec 5NAs had not met each other for a long time. But catching up was fine :D It was a simple and nice BBQ and really i really thank Shawn for planning this event to let all of us catch up(even though not all turned up!)

This has all roughly summarise my events for the last week.
Will be updating as soon as i have events :))

TAIWAN / HONGKONG ♥

2011-09-10T23:39:00.008+08:00

The super late post i prepared for the holiday at Taiwan & HongKong.
Basically, it was my first family vacation on the plane with Mum and Dad.
It's quite a pity bro wasn't able to join us.
But overall i had lots of fun.
Pictures show it all!
At Taiwan, the important things that made my day was that
there are wifi and every hotel i went. And also!
The food there was extremely delicious (Except for Alishan's)...
I would love to have a full family vacation soon!
:)

2011-08-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

It had been so long since i blogged.

Why did i choose to blog together?

Cause im really troubled.

He told me that he is going to JB for one day shopping.

But you have officially disappeared for 2 days.

If my sister did not help me lie and call your house,

how will i know if you are even safe.

I dont know whether i should say that im the lousiest girlfriend in this world.

I cant even contact you and find out where are you?

Your bloody phone is forever off.

Since long time ago you promised to bring me out tmr for

a meal, shopping and spent time tgt as it had been so long since we ever

spent time together. You told me you look forward to this day too.

But where the hell are you now? I dont know.

What are you doing now? I dont know.

When are you coming back? I Dont know.

I seriously think i should give up being the girlfriend that cares for you.

You left me here wondering where the fuck are you.

What the fuck are you doing and when the fuck are you coming back?

Is this what a boyf should do?

Tmr going or not also not a single call or text.

I didnt know i had a boyf that can suddenly just disappear and not appear.

You will probably be back tmr, or the next day, or next month, or next year.

or maybe not back forever.

I officially give up.

I do not know if i should listen to your nonsensical excuses when you are back,.

Whatever excuse you have, you are still at fault.

Would i even still continue this torture with you?

Seriously... im speechless of your actions already.

My Sweetest 18th Birthday ♥

2011-07-25T10:42:00.008+08:00

Thanks Boyf for the one and only Chocolate that i love!
And also the surprise you contributed with the Clique.

Love You ♥

Clique♥ came over to my place on saturday to stay over and spent my birthday with me and we had lots of fun just by being able to spent time tgt. they surprised me with a birthday cake, a bag( i wanted so badly) and a polo t-shirt. They were so sweet. Even though their surprise was kinda failure cause i saw the cake, but its the thought that matters, so its alright :) i really appreciated all the things you have done for me :)

Sister♥also bought a present for me.

A bear bear box with two cotton on shorts, a cotton on gift card, and also the iphone button sticker :)

I love you so much SISTER ♥!

Lena and Isabelle ( MY SISTERS ♥)

They sent me a video through msn wishing me a happy birthday.

Made me had a great laugh about.

Thanks lovelies ♥

Bernice and Jeanette bought me two iphone covers and a ribbon necklace.

Thanks so much for remembering to buy me a present even though you girls were busy shopping!

Greatly appreciated ♥

Also! Thanks all my beloved polymates and friends for giving me your best wishes!

I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY, RELATIVES AND FRIENDS ♥

Presents from Bernice & Jeanette ♥

My presents from SISTER, Clique and BABY ♥

Couldn't bear to cut the APPLE :(

Im wishing all the best for them :)

Clique♥ made for me :)

My BELOVED ♥

PT outing

2011-07-19T12:49:00.005+08:00

PT Outing on Friday.
Ate Swensens with classmates & Ms Dora.
Ms Dora was only suppose to treat us $200,
But end up overshot till $300 plus sia !!
Sorry DORA! :(
PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Accompanied Lena, Isabelle and Bernice to Waffletown at Bukit Timah.
Went back SP at around 7 plus to meet boyf and sister! :)
HOME SWEET HOME!!!!! <3

2011-07-10T16:22:00.002+08:00

I wanted to upload photos and blog today.
But i realise the photos are all in my phone and im pretty lazy to upload them into the computer. So next time perhaps?
Anyway, i realise im always back to blogging once in a while.
I just cant be so efficient in blogging and ive no idea why.
Let me summarise what had been happening.

MST week was finally over. Had trouble studying for Java.
Got back my unconfirmed marks : B
but seriously im quite satisfied cause i actually thought i will fail.
For Maths, im getting it tmr and im kinda nervous :P
Ive got B+ for role play and im really shock.

The first week of lessons had been terrible.
Rushing on projects presentation and stuff.
But!!! Ive never forgot Austin's birthday.
Even though it was super belated but as long as the sincerity is there, nothing else matters right? On monday, 4th July... Wilson Brandon and i decided to go get a backpack as a present for austin as heard from wilson his backpack is spoilt already.
Bought him the backpack and i think he love it? HAHA!
On friday, gave him a really surprise party for him.
He was totally shock and didnt expect it.
He was also wondering why i keep die die want him to stay back that night.
Now he knows :)

Ytd, last minute decided to go watch TRansformers 3 again :)
AWESOME SHIT!!!!!! :D
Going to watch Harry Potter real soon.
Hais... Should i be happy or sad that its ending?
It was a show ive watched since the first show.
EVery single show with my cousins.
This year, my cousin is coming back from London just right at the time and we can watch all together again.
It had been a show that makes all of us bond together.
Now is the end already. I think i will really break down and cry at the end!
HAHA! maybe? Alright i got to get back to my JAVA PRACTICAL 6 Q 6 which im having problems with. Will be back soon, i guess?

2011-06-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

It had been long since im back to blogging.
Have been enjoying for the past two weeks of holiday.
This means that this week ive got to mug whole week le :)
You can do it AMELIA ((:

Just came back from Malacca on Sunday.
And went school for photoshop lessons and maths lessons ytd and today :)
Super tiring but its alright.
Seeing my poly friends makes me awake :)
Bought gifts for Poly friends and Baby as usual :)
Brought 200++ ringit but spent 150 ringit on them!
haha parents were nagging at me. but wth!
its alright lah daddy and mummy :)

Now im offcially at home alone :(
wanna study but have no motivation to.
Handphone next to me. bed behind me laptop here im using.
So many distractions.! HAHA!
DO IT AMELIA NG AI LING!!!!! :)

2011-06-04T23:33:00.004+08:00

Can anyone understand how i feel?
To me... it feels like ive lost a love one.
It's like someone that's suppose to love you.. dote on you.
All these years since i was born till now..
i nvr ever ask from you to show me ur love for me...
i was nvr so greedy for that.
until today... you finally showed how much you dislike me.
BIAS! how much can this word really hurt someone's heart.
this word can really break someone's heart.
ur favourism was way too much today..
you blamed me for taking too much...
fine.. its my fault. but the next second after blaming..
you told my sister to take more?
why? can someone tell me why?
what did i do wrongly that ive to be treated this way...
i really cant think of reason.
is it because you find that im a burden?
is it because you find that im not a good girl?
ive nvr once disrespect you.
i always respect you. but why must you treat me like that.

2011-05-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

Ive always been wanting to post but im really restless for the past few days :(
Everyday ive been sleeping late and i do not know why.
I just couldn't sleep if the time its not up yet.
Even now, i feel like sleeping but i just can't sleep.
OH! Some freaking asshole actually stole boyf's wallet and handphone.
And now boyf have to pay $100 for i/c, $28 for ez card,
$10.70 for admission card and $5 for POSB card.
Poor baby :( I've alr did what i could to help alr.
The worst thing is he doesnt even dare to let his family know.
So i've got to just pretend nothing happen :(
I really hope that person will get his retribution like real soon.
Cause i got so pissed just by knowing it.
And i totally sent a super vulgar and fierced text to baby's line.
LOL! I was weird looking as though im scolding baby.
Tmr, there java's 3rd quiz.
I dont know how to get these stuff into my head when im so sleepy right now :(
save me :( hais... how would i fair for it? i really hope it will better than my past two quiz. alright. i shall go sleep alr while waiting for boyf's call!
nights people :D <3

2011-05-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

Chatting with Nicholas and Lena on MSN!
Don't know why but just love chatting with them :)
Was talking to Lena about how happy i feel hanging out with them.
Then i suddenly had a thought.
I really don't wish end of the year will come.
Because when it comes, it actually mean we will be separated. :(
I really don't want that day to come...
I really wish we can spent our 3 years together.
Why the heck does SP even have this type of planning?
It totally suck. Like seriously :(
all i know now is that we have to cherish our 1 year tgt.
I really dont want that day to come... not so soon please...
:(

2011-05-18T09:21:00.003+08:00

Seriously, ive missed one whole day of lesson and now i feel so lost in class. I really got to study and catch up alr. And also... i dont know why but i just don feel like talking today. Just lost and tired ... nothing to post too... ...

I should just talk about happy stuff to make myself feel better :)
Ytd, was Baby's and mine 15th month tgt :D
We met in the afternoon and went Nihon Mura to eat :)
After that we went Jp to shop for awhile and home sweet home.
Actually we could have spent more time tgt.
But however, i had to rush home earlier to finish my 1000-1600 words report :(
spoilt my happy day out :(
But still, even though it was only a short day, it was a sweet one too.
Every single minute spent with Brandon is a sweet one.
After so many things that happened,
i somehow feel that its even more possible that we will last really long.
Thanks for giving me this feeling baby. You know how much i feel for you :)

2011-05-15T18:43:00.002+08:00

Currently at Austin's house with Wilson and Darren.
They supposingly say wanna study but they 3 are playing Dota.
While i finish quite a few of my work.
But at the same time i kinda slack abit by listening to music
and playing wilson's iPhone 4 games :)

Lately, ive been getting headache very easily.
Mum ytd asked me what do i think the reason is.
I told her, maybe its because for my course im studying,
ive to face my laptop screen every single day.
Nvr one day i need not use the laptop.
And once i use, i will use it for hours.
And also, ive been sleeping quite late and forcing myself
to wake up the next morning.
Therefor, my mum told me not to use the laptop too much anymore.
And also sleep early. I guess i have to listen to her.
And and and, im going on a diet. So i wont be eating much in school.
Will be drinking lots of water! :)
Alright, back to my work! :) :) :) :) :)

2011-05-14T12:08:00.002+08:00

Why does it have to be ytd that blogger's having problems?
Ytd i so wanted to vent on blogger due to my sickening Java test :(
Ive got a sickening 16/50! WTF!
Ive studied but just because of those mistakes i made, 25 marks were gone :(
Hais! Im so gonna chiong and study today!!!!!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Now im currently at Jp waiting for mum to finish her pedicure :)
At the same time also waiting for bro and sis to eat with both mum and i.
This morning when i woke up, i had a terrible headache.
And up till now, it is still there, just not that worst anymore.
Lately i had been having bad headache.
Is it because i have to faster the laptop all day long thats why? :(
I think i should cut down on using laptop so often.
Im planning to print out all my notes for all modules so that i do not face the computer to study. Instead just study through papers (notes) :)

P.S I love you.

2011-05-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

Today is my uncle's 43rd birthday.
I do not know why but when i started looking at the past photographs i began to feel kinda upset. I do not know what to tell them. As somehow i feel that its just my heart suddenly felt empty. How i wish that my uncle is still here and i can go straight to his house surprise him and tell him, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!". But facing the fact that even if i were to go his house now and i cant see him, I just feel like tearing. But somehow i just cant cry out at all. It had been 3 years since he left us. But i still cant get over it somehow. On his birthday, his death anniversary or even when i see his children.. It just upsets me....

:'(

2011-05-10T21:50:00.003+08:00

I know i have done it in the most hurtful and cruel way.
But if im gonna drag this any longer, it will only hurt you more.
I dont wanna hurt you anymore and you had always been my good friend.
Im sorry that i have to this. All i want is to be friends with you.
No matter what happen, You will always and forever be my friend.
I will not ignore, avoid or even hide from you.
No hard feelings. Please do get over this ASAP.
And cheers! I want you to let go of your feelings for me
and forget me.

2011-05-10T14:30:00.002+08:00

...............
Im having a very terrible headache now...
No idea how to cure it...
Went to try finding panadol with Jeanette.
But couldn't find. End up came back with a bottle of Sprite.
I seriously feel like eating one panadol and sleep now...
I have no idea what am i doing here...
Headache and im god damn still using the laptop.
GOD! I feel like dying ~~~
I know you don like me to say this but what the heck...
Im really dying of headache :( ...

2011-05-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

Im currently stil in school with Lena, her bf and Hilmi (:
Supposingly to study and wait for Isabelle at the same time.
But it seem like we will be leaving early and pangseh-ing Isabelle!
Sorry Isabelle :))
We didnt really study but ive managed to still study abit of JAVA!

After struggling for so long, everything seem like is getting back on track.
Is this really what it's suppose to be?
Or is it just a selfish thought of mine?
Im still quite unsure of myself.
Im sorry ive hurt you and seeing you so upset hurt me too...
Please do takecare of yourself!
And i will still be there for you when you need me :D

2011-05-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

WTH IS THIS NOW?
You told me you wanna try to change...
I gave you a chance.. You didnt really text me today.
Text me ask me a few things then no reply.
Honestly saying, its like less than 10 texts today.
Maybe even lesser than 8...
I ask you what's wrong. and you are telling me something is missing?
Saying that it seem like i feel awkward talking to you?
I dont :( Im talking to you like so normally.
You are the one that is making it weird.
You are not telling me stuff anymore.
How you feel? What you doing? EVERYTHING ABT YOU I DO NOT KNOW.
can you please tell me what the hell you are thinking? its killing me...
Where are you when i need you? :(

2011-05-06T15:38:00.002+08:00

Is being single better than being attached? :/
I seriously do not know how to answer this question.
Noone is asking me but i just keep asking myself.
Nic & Hilmi both ask me why i patched.
To say the truth, i really do not know.
I somehow feel that i patach with him not even because i still love him,
its because it had been a habit to be with him for 1 year +.
Seriously, so what is this? love or what?
I really wish someone could answer me and help me make a decision.
But it seems like it is impossible.
God, please help me :( I don't wanna be tied down...
But will i hurt myself again? :/
I need an answer and a conclusion :(

2011-04-30T10:01:00.003+08:00

After one year plus of everything.
Everything is over.
Is this the right choice of mine or is it the wrong choice?
What i believe is i'm still young and I've a long way to go.
I do not want to be tied down.
Sister, brother & friends. All kept asking if I've made the right choice.
I'm not that sure either. To me, all i need now is to study.
I believe if we were meant to be together we will be.
I don't wanna hurt anybody especially you.
Lately my actions had been really hurting and i do not want to hurt you anymore.
Do you hate me? I hope you don't. But if by hating me and can make you forget me.
Then it's okay. I'm fine with it. All the memories we have will NEVER EVER be forgotten. And i want you to know that. I still love you but it's just not time.
I don't want me to be like during O levels affect you again.
I'm sorry! Maybe we shouldn't even have started and I wouldn't have hurt you.

As for you know who... I do not want to hurt anyone. You wanna wait for me or what it's up to you. But what i can say is im going to take a real long time to get over this. And i really do not want to start a relationship. Sorry :(

2011-03-25T17:19:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :) THIS IS MY FIRST TIME USING MY NEW LAPTOP TO UPDATE THIS BLOG OF MINE. IT HAS BEEN SUPER LONG SINCE IVE UPDATE MY BLOG YEAH? THE TRUTH IS IVE ACTUALLY BEEN GETTING KINDA BORED AND TIRED OF BLOGGING. BUT THE REASON WHY I STILL DIDNT DELETE MY BLOG IS BECAUSE I STILL HAVE MANY PAST HISTORY (MEMORIES)! AND AT TIMES WHEN IM DOWN AND BORED, I WOULD JUST FEEL LIKE BLOGGING. AS YOU CAN SEE, THIS BLOG HAS BEEN HERE FOR AROUND 2 GOING 3 YEARS :) BABY AND I HAD BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH UPS AND DOWNS TO BE HOW WE ARE NOW :) WE ARE SO HAPPILY TGT NOW. NOW I DO REALLY BELIEVE THAT HARDSHIPS REALLY DO PAY OFF. LOOK AT THE PAST HOW BABY AND I USED TO QUARREL? USED TO ..... CAUSE MANY STUFF. NOW? EVERYTHING IS FINE ALREADY :) WE DO BICKER AT TIMES BUT WE WILL SOLVE IT EVENTUALLY.

OMG! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS LAPTOP OF MINE? IT ACTUALLY CAN TAKE PHOTOS LIKE MACBOOK. AND GOD MACBOOK IS SO EXPENSIVE. SO WHY NOT BUY THIS INSTEAD SINCE ITS CHEAPER. LOVE THIS LAPTOP SUPER MUCH. EVEN BABY ENJOY TAKING YOUCAM PHOTOS WITH ME :) HEHE! LOVE MY SUPER CUTE BABY SUPER LOTS <3! ALRIGHT I THINK IM DONE FOR NOW. WILL BE BACK SOON I GUESS? :)

HAPPY 1 YEAR BABY ♥

2011-02-17T14:54:00.002+08:00

Too bad you are working today all we would be out by now.
Little upset at first to have realise you are working today.
But you still managed to cheer me up and assured me you will give me a surprise tmr.
Ive waited so long for tmr. Ive not seen you for a week and im missing you so much! ^^
So glad as im able to do so tmr! ((:
Tmr, we are gonna exchange our present! Im so excited! Kept on dreaming abt you for the past few nights. Regardless good and bad dreams, i just think that its because i miss you too much thats why i dreamt of you. You are working so hard now at work. Legs are aching. How i wish im there to help you massage. But still, Hard work does pay off okay?

Happy 1 Year Baby ♥
Baby, we had been through so much till what we have become today.
Quarrels, sadness and all the negative stuff that have happen,
we have overcome everything and time prove how perseverance we are to last till now.
I believe that love is not just by saying, but also by showing.
Time is the best way to show, and for this one year,
we have both show how much we love one another and we will still.
Today is a very important day to me. And i know it is also as important to you.
I believe that we will still have a long way ahead together.
So whatever it is, don't give up. We shall strive for our best together.
Endure all the tough times together.
School is starting real soon.
We may have lesser time together. But i believe, as long as we are willing to perservere,
we will be able to overcome the test of time.
I love you Baby! My one and only Beloved ♥

The Smelly Outing ((:

2011-02-12T16:21:00.004+08:00

Yipee! I had been so long since i posted here!
I do not have the habit of frequent updates so please do not mind readers (:
YTD, we went Mr David Chua's hse to bai nian like what we always do^^
And just at his house. A miracle had happened.
Yanyi and i have already been back to close friends like before for awhile le.
As for Michelle.C. I thought that it was impossible.
Who knows, ytd, Yanyi suggested me to make a first move to talk to Mich.
I didnt dare at all. In the end, i only said Bye to her when we were leaving.
After we left, we texted (:
We decided to forgive and forget everything! ^^
And this time, a miracle have really happen in my life (:
After reconciling with her, i felt like i have let down a huge burden.
Im really very happy. And this is all thanks to YANYI ((:
After, i went to Causeway with Esther, Ivory, Shawn.T, Shawn.L, Wenrong, WeiXian, Cleon, Darren, Austin and Weijing! ((:
Had lots of fun taking nonsensical photos! HAHA!
WE will have a gatherings next month ((: This time, Suggesting KBOX!!!!!^^

2011-01-30T22:49:00.003+08:00
Im back on my blog once again! hehe ^^
Cleared all misunderstandings with my dearest 5 Years friend that ive been through thick and skin with her. Im really very happy! :) Everything is over! We are back to friends and close ones :D Today, woked at like 8.45am. Went to Chinatown to meet Dad with Mum, sis and bro for YUMCHA! Yummy! :) Delicious but ex. haha! dad treat :P then took train down to bugis for shopping of CNY clothings. Damn fun! but.... very tiring too :) manage to only buy one shirt. haha! cause i already have new bottoms and shoes at home. Went back to Jp bought contacts and home sweet home. Happy to have a family outing :) Tues, im meeting Esther. No idea where yet still have not decided. Then gonna buy Mr Kumar's birthday present hopefully? And wed! Mr kumar's birthday. Going back to school to give him a birthday surprise :D And also see the CNY celebration :) Night time, have reunion dinner. And CNY is the next day! A packed week! Yipee!!!!! Not bored and home everyday le! :) Oh..... Baby is starting work tmr :( Hais. Im totally gonna get neglected by him again. but!!!! i wont blame him. i will try my best to understand cause i love him! haha! done with blogging! gotta wait for his call and sleep soon! nights readers :D

2011-01-23T20:11:00.002+08:00
Getting a job soon! Super happy ((:
Really frustrated when i received a call like 30-45mins ago.
Hais.. How dare that person contact my boyf and scam him?
I hate talking to my boyf this way alright?
I didnt mean it. But its just im very worried and frustrated.
I thought that it was like you heard you earn big bucks thats why you
chose to believe everything they say. Im glad you told me
and i was quick enough to stop you from getting scam.
I hate the fact that we both almost quarrelled due to this stupid scam thing.
Having an interview next week. And then, starting work on 1 feb.
Chinese new year is coming. Hate to dress up.
Feeling just wearing a shirt and shorts and heels !!! HAHA! ^^
Alright, got to go. To whoever that is even reading? :p Buhbyess :)

2011-01-20T09:15:00.002+08:00

11TH MONTH♥

Celebrated our 11th month on Monday itself that just passed.
Had lots of fun eating Yuki and Yaki with him once again. (:
Glad he had fun actually ^^ Lots of joy and laughter hanging out with him.
Recently, my house has changed. We had "new" furnitures.
Like Refrigerator and Sofa(:
Yesterday, i also bough Lil Big Planet 2 to play ((:
Really fun. Hais. Some unhappy stuff happened this morning.
He is always not there for me.
My sister is always there for me. She's always the best to me!!!! <3
I kinda dislike the fact the my boyf is like always not even there for me.
What's the point of being my boyf if you are always not there when i need you?
It bits the purpose. I...... H***..... You :/

2011-01-16T15:17:00.002+08:00
It had been some time again.
Really bored today. Baby had church since morning and he have not talked to me much yet. How i wish school could hurry start as im really bored at home everyday. Going to get my $350 tmr (: super happy! And guess what? tmr is also Baby and mine 11th month! Which also mean, in another month time, its our 1 year anniversary. Then another one more month, its our 1 year 1 month anniversary and also!!!! Baby's 18th birthday(: Come to think of it, i feel that time really passed quickly. Its just like a gust of wind. Anyway, ive submitted my JAE. Hope will get into my first choice. And also, get into the same school as Baby. Im having really bad cravings for Mcdonalds now and Sis went out. So i urge my sis to get Nuggets meal for me once she's back. And i shall sneak it into my room and eat. hehe! lots of nonsense on my post today. As im really bored like now! that stupid baby of mine nvr text or call me :( Im going to be bored to death already. hais. want to go find a part time job now. TATA! ^^

2011-01-11T16:00:00.002+08:00
Got results ytd! Quite satisfied.
Except the fact that i didnt get any distinctions at all.
HAHA! But guess what? Everyone is calling me a freak.
For getting all subjects the same great. And its like all, B3!
HAHA! Mr David Chua even bad mouthed me infront of me :P
Anyway, Baby is planning to go SP.
I shall join him there too :) But different course definitely :)
I really wish Baby all the best for his future and i will always be there for him :)
Alright, actually im here but ive nothing much to post.
I got to go offline as i wanna watch my 谈情说案 <3
ByeByes READERS! ((:

2011-01-07T00:14:00.003+08:00
WILL BE BACK IN 3 DAYS TIME (:

Im going to KL tmr morning at around 8am. Will miss Baby and Friends too ^^ I will also try to get gifts for them :) Hais, i really hope i could enjoy my these 3 days break as results are out on Monday. Really worried and nervous. Hope i can score well ba. Hao ba, even though i bet i cant get to sleepy tonight, but i still got to go already. Good night READERS :)

2011-01-05T12:38:00.002+08:00
Posting once in a while (:
Went job interview with Darren Austin & Baby ytd.
There had been kinda lots of problems with Baby lately.
But solve it still. I once told him and hurt him,
telling him that my feelings for him dont seem to be there anymore.
But Im so glad to have my sister confiding and helping me solve this problem.
She told me that it was all actually just a feeling.
She once had this feeling with Shawn before.
But it actually only meant that the HoneyMoon period is over.
Nothing much. I just got to accept that feeling and be back
normally with Brandon. And so, thats what i did.
Later, i may be meeting Baby for Basketball. And maybe
Darren too? ((: Miss hanging out with clique. And i meant only our Clique(:
Paintball soon ^^ Had a bad dream about the same old enemy i always had.
Its like a nightmare to me always seeing her in a dream.
She really looks like a ghost man? HAHA!
Especially looking at her attire and make up put on at her work.
LOL! Super funny.! Damn fugly man! Still say she chio bu?
Come on... Say only. Not even pretty at all! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Alright, im done here! Bye peeps ((:

2011-01-02T12:28:00.003+08:00
Countdown bbq was great.
Sorry if i gave a little attitude.
But it was totally not anyone's fault. :/
Last night i had a really weird dream.
It had been etching in my mind since i woke up.
I felt really uncomfortable.
Had been thinking alot. I feel that there's something missing.
I don have the feeling i once had anymore.
How can it carry on like this?
Do i need time or its really over?
I shall just let nature takes its course then.
:(

2010-12-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

A day filled with mixed feelings.

It all started off with a really bad and chaotic day.

Reached WestView Primary School.

Gave us 4 pathetic box of stock expecting us to sell.

Stocks were like damaged goods, didnt dare to sell.

Actually stock up only came at 11am.

Didnt get to eat at all as was busy throughout.

After work, Baby went to Yishun alone to send sales report.

While i met Cheryl Jie Jie at Choa Chu Kang.

Then took train, met bro on the way and off to Vivo.

Was there to meet felicia and daniel too, to visit Uncle Raymond at his nitch.

After visiting, decided to head off to dinner.

Went to Sis's recommendation, Bei Shang (______) steamboat

lol! cant remember name ((: food was not bad so was the cost

started walking around vivo after dinner till my legs ached badly now.

Reached home at like 11 and im busy uploading pics on facebook now.

Had to work tmr so gotta sleep now.

Will be back soon ((:

2010-12-26T01:19:00.002+08:00
Christmas dinner and movie with Baby today <3
Misunderstandings earlier and im sorry.
But still, overall ive enjoyed myself as the happy memories Baby gave me had covered the unhappy ones. Thank you alot Baby! ((:
Merry Christmas Everyone!!! ((: an hour plus late but its okay.
And guess what? Its Jas birthday! So... Happy Birthday ((:
Im done here and got to get to sleep already.
Goodnight everyone ^^

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

2010-12-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

I love this picture the most!!!
Once in a while i get to see Cheryl Jie Jie!
I had so much fun with her today ((:
Lots of nonsensical pictures on Felicia's computer.
Just gotta wait for her to upload then :)
I had just came back from a Christmas Party at Tampines.
Freaking tired but just got the urge to upload pictures.
Finish uploading and im going to sleep.
Meeting Baby for Christmas dinner and maybe movie tmr (:
But sadly, Baby's sick today :(
Hope he will be fine by tmr ((:
Take cares Baby and get well soon!
Love you BABY :D

Lastly, A VERY MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO EVERYONE((:

2010-12-24T16:06:00.002+08:00
Work sucked :/ I wanna find a new job like now.

STUPID AND IDIOT LADY BOSS!

She didnt text or inform us whether need us to work today.

Wait till we reach there then ask why we come to work?

Damn pissed leh! :/ Its like what if we didnt go and yet we are supposed to,

then you are gonna cut our pay??? So what now?

Leaving us with no choice but to make a wasted trip!

I wanna find a new job. I know Baby wants too. Bitch :/

2010-12-19T20:10:00.002+08:00
MALACCA TRIP!

Just reach home in like 2 hours ago ((:
I felt like a siaozhabor at Malacca! Shopping everday and spent like super much! ^^
finally bought the plain black shoes that ive always wanted.
Bought Skinny jeans and two polo Ts for work.
Bought handbands too ((: One for LilPiggy! HEHE! ^^
Sorry for not buying stuff for others cause its like... Sg have also. lol!
Next trip im going KL on 7th, 8th and 9th of Jan.
I will get you all stuff again if you all want ((:
Cant believe it. Im like back today and i need to go work tmr.
haha!!! ^^ sadded :( But!!! hope to be assigned to the same school as baby.
So that can work with him!!! please CRYSTAL!!! please let me work with baby :(
hehe!!! ^^ I shall end my post here!!! ((: Will be back ^^

2010-12-16T15:15:00.021+08:00

12-12-2010
KITE FLYING
(An Enjoyable Day with Friends)

It had been quite some time since ive posted. Kinda lazy actually. Those photos shall be the summary of the really enjoyable day i had with my friends and Baby ^^ I have a super good news that im not sure if you guys did saw on facebook! That is, ive found a job! A super good job. I went to the interview with Baby on Tues. Successfully ive passed by promoting the product to the interviewer ((: Super happy!!!!! Sadly, i wont be working in the same school as Baby. Basically, my job is to sell school shoes in assigned schools! Its a easy job. Each pair of shoe i sell, i would get a $3 dollar commission. Even if i don sell any (which is impossible), i will get $7/hr ^^ Really have to thanks Wanling for finding this job for baby and i. Today, i woke at 6am as it was baby's first day of work. Sadly, he was assigned to Kheng Cheng Primary School which is at Toa
Payoh near my Grandma's house and he doesnt know how to go. So i decided to accompany him. What a good girlfriend i am right? Woke up super early to accompany him there and came all the way back myself! Actually it was an excuse to meet him too. Because.... im leaving for Malacca tmr. I will miss him so much as i cant contact him for like 2.5 days? Most imptly, tmr is our 10th month and i cant be here. but its okay! Baby is willing to forgive me! haha! I will buy things for my friends if i could find? HAHA! So i guess i wont be back to post till i come back from Malacca ba? Alright, Baby had knock off. Got to go People! Will be back to update soon ((:

2010-12-08T01:46:00.002+08:00

It had been super long since i update my blog yeah?
Hais really nothing to blog nowaways.
Everyday im like basically rotting at home.
Baby is already getting a job. What about me? :(
Baby was supposet to accompany me find a job.
But apparently he decided to get the job with his cousin instead.
So... he have dumped me! LOL! It sound wrong!
But i got pretty upset! :(
Thinking that if he working with his cousin,
he wont have much time to accomany anymore.
I know i sound bad... but i really wish he doesnt go to Jc.
I want to go to the same poly as him. Sorry to sound cruel baby :P

Anyway, Sis's and Bro's birthday chalet is over.
Many unhappy things happened but overall,
the time i get to spent with Baby and clique,
had covered all the unhappiness i had.
Thanks PEOPLE!!!! ((:
I love you guys super super much! ^^
Hope to meet up and hang out soon guys.
I know its super late now and i got to wake baby up in the morning.
He is going to an interview. SO.....
Goodnight guys! (If anyone is reading? :p )

2010-11-27T23:18:00.003+08:00
I miss miss miss EVERYONE :(
I use to be able to see everyone last time.
When ever i get to school, i will get to see Dearest.
I will get to see all my classmates and 5B-mates.
I will get to see my guitar friends my teachers.
I will get to see people i dont like and people i love.
I get to see everyone! And now?
It just feel that im so lonely in my small small world.
Even my clique? Where are you guys?
I only can meet you guys during like my bro's and sis's bd chalet!
Wow! its so difficult to call you guys out.
All busy people working....
Jaslyn Jaslyn Jaslyn! Please call me when you see this.
I miss you i want friday to reach quickly.
I miss esther too :( So long never hang out with you guys.
Alright Alright. Getting kinda naggy!
Oh one more thing. The present we bought for my brother?
HE LOVE IT! AND HE SAID HE WANNA KILL ALL OF US WHEN WE ARE ALL THERE AT THE BIRTHDAY CHALET ((:

Hope is not a short term change

2010-11-20T23:27:00.002+08:00
Baby, ive seen you putting in effort after experiencing a cold shoulder from me. Im sincerely sorry about that cold shoulder but im totally disappointed in you earlier. Thanks for the effort. I really appreciated it. Im glad that you have changed for me. But i hope that its not a change that will remain as it is, and not only for now instead, FOREVER. ily.

Thanks Esther for texting me once she saw my facebook.
Thanks Wanling for texting me once she saw my blog post.
Thanks Veron for asking me to cheer up ((:
Thanks Friends for caring for me so much and being there for me always.
I love you guys ((:

Im having a sore throat i guess?
It feels like there's a fish bone stuck at my throat and i cant get it out.
someone please save me... I dont want my "SEXY" voice to be back :P
Cleon!!! You owe me the box of strepsils uh!!!
Alright, on Monday, i may be going to the prom area at night to visit them.
Hope my mum allows :D I wanna see all my classmates gathering tgt for probably one last time? :) I miss them hell lots ^^
Friday? Maybe a double date with Darren and Veron (:
Lots of plans coming up but... I still gotta get a job and earn money first.
Would be sending my resume tmr with Baby.
hope i get the job ASAP! :D
All the best to me. ((:

2010-11-19T12:16:00.002+08:00
After so much ive done, im still not that impt to you.
I still don mean so much to you.
Are my efforts wasted? :(
The chat on phone last night. If hurt me alot.
Knowing the truth about everything.
My heart is feeling empty and lost now.
I really do not know what to do.
I couldnt sleep last night. Until midnight 2 to 3 plus.
Why? Why did i do so much and it seem like ive done it for nothing.
I don expect returns. I just hope that i could just mean
much more to you. Be more impt to you.
Is that really that difficult? Hais...
Im breaking down. You said you will try. Will you really?
Things i ask from you like texting me when you wake up.
Will you ask me to text you when i wake up?
Will you ask me to text you when i reach home?
Will you ask me to pei you text when im out with friends?
Will you miss me badly when im out on SG?
Will you tell me that you need me when i cant be there for you?
Will you feel something missing when i didnt text you for days?
WILL YOU ? Your way of trying to make me more impt to you, how are you going to do that? Hais.

Happy 9 Months BABY! I LOVE YOU! ♥

2010-11-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

I had so much fun with Baby today! ^^
Thank you v.much BABY! ♥
Woke up early this morning! Baby came to fetch me!
Reached Jp. Accompanied him to eat :D
then went Arcade to play play awhile.
After that, we trained to BUGIS!
Long time never go shop shop le!!!!!!!!
Baby bought two pants and two shirts!
I know he is very happy cause he love them so much^^
I wanted to buy shoes and wallet but....
Just cant find anything that suits my taste.
So too bad :(
Then.... Illuma!!! :D Arcade awhile again :P
After that ate Ajisen for Dinner!
Then go back to Jurong Safra!
Pei Baby play l4d again. ^^
Finally HOME SWEET HOME!
I love the slow and nice walk home today baby!!!!
I LOVE YOU BABY! MUACK MUACK ^^

Baby, thanks for everything you have done for me (:
I really wish that our relationship can last forever and ever.
Even though its difficult to say, but i will try my very best.
And i hope you will too.

Am I Being Loved?

2010-11-15T17:48:00.001+08:00
I do not understand.
Am i being too paranoid or sensitive or what?
You do not seem to show how much you love me.
You only tell me and thats all.
But you never really show did you?
Somethings i ask you to do was just hoping to see it.
But you can remember things wrongly.
Write things wrongly, feel shy writing this and that.
Its nothing wrong telling people you love your girlfriend right?
It just makes me feel that you do not want to let people know how much you love me.
And this makes me feel that im not being loved at all.
Why? Why are you so different from others?
I wont expect you to be the same but there are somethings i really do not understand.
Can you tell me and prove me what exactly am i to you?
Im lost of words and you seem to be avoiding me just because
i voiced out my feelings. So how do you expect me to confide you
next time when i have hard and sad feelings in my heart?

Is Love Everything?

2010-11-14T13:20:00.001+08:00
O levels are over so now im officiall back to blogging.
I will try to make as frequent posts as possible ((:
Baby♥ will be coming to my place later to accompany me.
Kinda miss him. haha!
Ive gotta exercise and find a job like badly.
Hope that everything would go well.
Every morning wake up looking at newspaper.
Need money badly before satisfying my craving of SHOPPING!!!! ^^
Clique~ , When would we meet up again?
My sis's and bro's birthday chalet? Please don tell me that!
Cause thats super long and i will miss you guys damn lots!
Life seem kinda meaningless and lost without studies.
Is it because ive spent too much time on studies?
And now when there's suddenly no more studying,
I feel lost and do not know what to do to occupy my time anymore?
What a joke! When we are studying, we hope we could stop studying.
Now that we have stopped studying, i feel that i rather study to occupy time.
Im feeling freak-ing hungry now! HEHE!!!! ^^ Baby♥ i want food!!!! :P
OH! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH!
Guess what??? 17th is coming once again.
And what does that mean? Baby♥ and mine 9th month is coming.
Time really do flies quickly uh? Hope that it will just keep on going and never stopping.
My love for you is unknowingly increasing each passing day when i miss you more and more♥

2010-11-12T21:45:00.002+08:00
FREEDOM
Im finally done with my O levels ((:
Yipee! (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
Now im going to have trouble finding job hehe!
But Sis is gonna help me! Hope to be able to spend more time with
Baby too anyway ((:
After so long im so glad that i have great improvement
with Jaslyn le! Today went l4d then bought dinner and now
they are at my house!!! Baby is next to me too!
He must be so happy being able to play ps3 now! Right Baby?
HAHA! Sis's and Bro's birthday chalet is coming soon.
Hope that time will pass quickly. Cant wait for the chalet! LOVES!<3

2010-10-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

Had not been posting for so long already.
My time had really been caught up with studies.
Today, Mummy allowed Baby to come to my house to study.
He taught me Chemistry while i taught him Accounts!
And guess what? Time pass really quickly.
Tomorrow would be our 8th month already ((:
Happy Advance 8th month BABY! <3
Loves Baby so much! HAHA!
27 days more and i will have freedom! (:
Jiayou Amelia!
Good luck to all my beloved friends and of course Baby!
JYJY People ((:
Will be back when im free! :D

2010-10-02T22:09:00.002+08:00
Farewell Assembly 2010 (:
Im happy that im graduating from Westwood. But im sad that im leaving Westwood. Because leaving means im not going to be sitting tgt in class with 5A or 5B anymore :( I will definitely miss 5NA alot alot alot ((: On Friday, we reported to school as per normal. Assembled at the quadrangle. After taking the pledge, we assembled at the canteen. Waiting for our GRAND entry into the hall. Embarassing but excited. As we sat down at our seats looking at the videos, photo montage and stuffs... We couldnt hold back our tears any longer. Im definitely upset that we cant be in a class tgt anymore. 5 Years in westwood and it seem so fast that we are leaving already. The happiest thing that have happened to me on that day was that TANJIANYANG brother came to westwood! And he came all the way to my table to take a picture with me with his beloved camera! Thanks you so much brother! you made my day ((: After taking all the photos with friends, juniors, seniors and classmates... It was time to rush home and change. Some family issue happened and was late meeting cleon steady and the rest. In the end went Mr Kumar's hse only with Wilson. Reached there, ate indian food that was delicious hanged out with classmates. played street fighter than left. Took train back to BoonLay with clique and went safra to meet baby. Look at them play l4d and then home sweet home. Enjoyed my graduation day really lots! ((:
Now, all i wish for is everyone to score well for their O levels.
I just wanna leave westwood with no regrets and sadness.
With no enemies but all friends.
Will my wish be granted? ....

GRADUATION PHOTOS AT MY FACEBOOK (:

2010-09-25T00:21:00.002+08:00
Here to post my 301th post ((:
Now is currently 12.20am.
Some people may think im crazy to be posting now.
Got back my prelims results!
Very happy with my English Compre results!
Yipee! Top for 5na! ((((((((((:
But got to buck on the rest.
Class position, 5th ((:
but im still not satisfied!
Im so gonna study real hard!
Baby had started working for F1 today.
Was super weird without him by my side.
Around 7 plus, met him and jp for dinner with the rest.
After that manage to spent some time with him and then home sweet home (:
Tmr, he is working again. Im gonna wake up to wake him up!
Hao le, i better go sleep now in case i cant wake up in time
to wake him up!! ((: Good night people!!!! :D

2010-09-18T12:22:00.003+08:00
Yesterday we had our last Prelim paper ((:
After that went home to get changed.
Met Baby at his house then went to MarinaSquare!
Finally, we both got our long-wanted SEOUL GARDEN! ^^
After filling up our stomach, we went to watch movie.
We waited so long for Resident Evil 4, in 3D!
Who knows, during the show, something happened.
But they still played back and let use watched from where they stopped.
The show was awesome!!! Didnt disappoint me! (:
After the show, they gave us complimentart tickets to apologise for what happened earlier. IT FREE! Baby and I started walking around for a while.
Help him settle his Galaxy S thingy. Then after that we decided to go back and watch another movie since its free. We watched Devil.
Wa two shocking shows in a go. Freaking scary seh! HAHA! ^^
After that took train all the way back home.
Baby brought me home. Really sleepy :(
And guess what? Previously i was already having sore throat and running nose.
After ytd's outing? I even felt dizzy and now my whole body is aching.
Im officially sick. But, i still enjoyed myself really much ytd (:
SO i think its worth it. ((:

Now, he is out at town again.
He went for his F1's training session.
So yup. waiting for his text/call.
Hao le, ending my post here.
Thanks readers ((:

2010-09-16T21:01:00.002+08:00
Tmr is the last paper and PRELIMS are officially over (:
Yipee! (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
I have said my piece and so it has end.
I know today is your birthday but do you think i actually care?
I just hate being malign for nothing.
Im not going to bring matters up again.
I have already stopped provoking you long time ago.
But you came provoking me like all over again for no damn good reason.
Never, its over! Forget it ((:

Tmr is the 17th like finally. So what does that mean?
Baby and I had passed another month being together.
Tmr is Baby and mine 7th month!
Morning we are having Poa Paper 1 from 8am to 9 am.
After that im gonna go home get change and meet him.
Shall post again tmr when im free about what happened tmr (:
Anyway, this blog is only for me to write how i feel ma?
Got people read i also don know de. haha ((:

2010-09-15T19:27:00.002+08:00
Talking to Jaslyn! Everything is cool! I LOVE HER ((:

Anyway, some people thinks that putting a fullstop makes her really generous.
From the start it had already ended. Some people just chose to assume things and brought up the matter again. Walao? You think everybody like to say bad thing about you meh? Malign people already also wont say sorry de lah! So MEI JIA JIAO! Even did something really wrong towards to someone also keep thinking you are right and will never say SORRY! Even if say sorry also just say for fun de. It was never from the bottom of your heart. Whose the one leading such a lowlife? English so lousy anyhow see. You dare come compete English with me lah? CONFIRM LOSE DE!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Some people is just so dumb. On facebook come fake fake write as though very DA FANG like that but? Its just the cover. The heart so damn ugly. Now it even make her face so freaking ugly. Use make up for what? Also not thick enough to cover up that hypocrite face of urs. Cause everyone had already seen it. No point covering. LOSER!!!!!!!!!! You dare come say straight at my face lah! Do some such BU YAO LIAN de plots for what? Also will be exposed in the end!
STUPIDEST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN IN THIS WORLD!
*i doubt you even know what malign meant. Or else, do you know what is a hindrance? You are a HINDRANCE! hahahahhahahahahahhahahaha ((:

2010-09-14T22:07:00.002+08:00
Do friends really leave you at the moment when you cherish her the most?
Why do i always tend to lost a friend when i cherish her the most.
Once again, i feel that my friend is drifting away from me.
I cried.. terribly!!! And i swear i cried till my eyes are like dry now :(
Im not trying to gain ur sympathy.
I just wanna let you know how much you mean to me.
I cant believe im like totally off ur friend list.
Everytime i look at facebook, all i see is Her or Her name.
Where's mine? You even comment on their profile like everyday.
What about me? :( At home text you call you? With either one of them.
In school see you wanna talk to you? With either one of them.
May i know how important am i to you?????!!!!!?????!!!!!?????!!!!!
im not going to conclude now cause ive decided to have a talk with you tmr.
I hope that the outcome will be positive and i believe it will (:

2010-09-13T15:49:00.001+08:00
Im so freaking disappointed with myself :(
I slept quite late last night but woke up early this morning.
All i focused on during the whole sept holiday, was history.
I totally screw up my Maths paper today.
i got a feeling that im gonna be damn disappointed with my prelim results.
But... must be more optimistic ((:
It had also became a wake up call for me.
It made me wanna strive harder for o levels! ((:
Im having a chat with Yijun now!
She is such a sweetie! Always giving me motivation (:
Love chatting with her. ^^
I had been through so much come this far and so,
im not going to give up that easily.
Not until the very end!
This applies to my relationship with Baby too (:

2010-09-12T15:53:00.002+08:00
Not putting in so much hopes in it,
somehow when it fails, you do not feel so disappointed((:
Learnt from my mistakes!
I cant believe i just saw a joke like seriously, a joke.
Girl A broke up with Boy A.
Assuming that Boy A doesnt cherish her.
All Boy A does is to study.
After breaking up with Boy A, Girl A soon went with Boy B.
Not even soon. i think its just a few days.
Recently, i visited a blog. Realising that Boy B actually had a gf Girl B.
Girl A had become a third-party unknowingly.
She stupidly thinks that Boy A was not cherishing her and treating her bad.
But guess what? Boy B cheated on her. Which is worst?
Girl B found out that Boy B cheated on her and so she decided to leave Boy B.
Girl A stupidly thinks that Boy B is so damn devoted to her when he was not.
The fact that she assumes that being with Boy B is better than Boy A,
is simply just a joke. How stupid and silly could this girl be???

As i said on facebook, Assumption is how misunderstandings starts.
I just hate people that assumes because once they does that,
it hurts many other people while they are happy.
Wtf! Its simply called, SELFISH!
Some people thinks that letting go means winner but from the start, you were already the loser ((:

2010-09-09T15:35:00.001+08:00
Why does my effort always goes down the drain?
No matter how much hard work i put in,
is this all i could get from you?
Why does it seem like i do not matter to you at all.
Why does it seem like whatever im doing is for nobody.
You do not even appreciate my actions.
Im tired. Tired of all these. That makes me don feel like putting in
anymore effort anymore. Ive got enough already.

2010-09-08T08:41:00.002+08:00
Opps! :x Forgot to post yesterday! ((:
As usual, went to meet Baby to study yesterday!
Saw two friends and studied tgt with them.
After studying accompanied Baby to get his shoes.
He was hesitating at first but after that, he seem satisfied.
I hope i didnt make the wrong choice for him (:
But i know he loves the jacket really lots!
Now, Baby is off to school for their class F.A thing.
Hais... IM SO BORED!!! :((((((((
But I will still be meeting Baby later to study!
Have been helping him with POA lately (:
And he is helping me with Maths!
Then im at home revising History myself.
Plan to study Chapter 2,5,6,7,8 and 9.
Now left Chapter 6,7,8 and 9!
KAMBATEI AMELIA!!!! LOVES ((:

2010-09-06T16:55:00.002+08:00
Just came back from studying with Baby! (:
Went to the library to teach him POA!
Yipee! he said he have learnt alot from me.
And i really hope that i really did manage to help him!
After that, went Jp with him.
He want to shop for clothes as,
he is going to his mother's colleague's birthday and anniversary celebration.
Wa! Baby so rich loh! He spent $220 on a jacket, two pants! :o
After that walk walk a while jiu home sweet home.
Told Baby to let me know when he reach home so that i will know if he's home safely.
Im getting so worried cause he didnt pick my calls and he didnt text me at all.
Hao le, i think i shall call him again and study History le! (:

Studying session with Baby at library again tmr <3

2010-09-05T12:32:00.004+08:00
Im so lonely at home right now! :(
My parents went to TanahMerah dont know for what.
Sis went to boyf's brother house and Bro went for tuition!
Most imptly, Boyf is at church and he had not text me yet :(
Im feeling so damn lonely at home......................... :(

But, i believe boyf is gonna text me real soon!
Im so excited meeting boyf and my babe tmr!
Will be studying at mac then after that......
Babe's coming over to my place to continue study all the way!
Babe, whatever happens, i will be there for you alright?
I know its hard to get over it, but trust me....
It will be over... really soon...
He is not worthy enough for you!
Hey Babe! Cheers<3

Babe, Iloveyou! ^^
Boyf, of course i do love you too ((:

2010-09-03T20:52:00.002+08:00
Decided not to neglect my blog and delete the previous post.
Baby, i promised you.
The last day of prelims,
our 7th month,
the 17th of September 2010...
She will nvr be able to hurt me anymore.
She will nvr be able to affect our relationship anymore..
Baby, all you need to do is make a firm stand that
you said you wanna break ur friendship ties with her.
That's all i ask for! I love you Baby! <3

2010-08-10T19:58:00.002+08:00

I love Baby so much!♥

It had been quite sometime since i posted.
Today, we had so much fun!
We met up early in the morning to get our couple rings done :)
Then at 12.30pm, we met the rest at bus 154.
We took bus 154 wanting to go Sunset Way to eat at Fortune Cuisine.
Who knows, Mr David Chua checked and it was closed.
So, we decided to eat Sakae Sushi instead.
We waited for like an hour plus just for the buffet timing to start!
Shawn, Jaslyn, Baby and I sat on the same table.
We were like joking playing and eating so much food! Really fun :D
After eating, it was kinda late already.
So we took train back to Boon Lay and then bought Baby's school bag.
Soon, Baby sent me home and now im home! :D
Had to get back to study mood already.
This will probably be my last outing for now till my O levels are over.
Really gotta study already!
I shall end my post here!
Baby and I had enjoyed our day today and hope our friends did too!(:

2010-08-03T19:43:00.002+08:00

Baby, I know that we will spending lesser and lesser times these days.
We both will be studying real hard to achieve for our O levels.
I promised you i will study hard and so i will.
After this 2-3 months, we will ahve all the time for ourselves already!
I love you, Baby! Looking forward to 12 November 2010! ^^

I just don't understand why until now this situation,
she is still trying to hurt my relationship with baby.
Could she just stop being so thick-skin and asking ridiculous questions to baby?
Irritating bitch! :x
Some day i just wish i could dig out her sickening eyes and stop her from staring!

I promised to listen to Baby so once i reached home today,
i hurried bathed and sat at my study table to do my POA homework.
In less than an hour, ive finish my homework for today already :D
I will be continuing my revision for physics later.
Today, Mr Kumar and Mdm Puvan were not in school.
And it seem like SOMEONE took the chance that noone is here to protect us,
and come bully our class!
My STEADY is caught for having short skirt and is chased home?
Wth! Eh Miss!!! Your class so many girls with short skirt dont catch.
come my class catch my class girl for what?
You bad mood so? Also not an excuse to vent on us right?
You are close to ur close so? biasness lah!
It is my classmate's fault for having short skirt but if you dont catch ur own class's one,
you have no right to catch our's too!
Cause this is call UNFAIR!
ARGH!
What a irritating day today! :)

2010-07-31T12:49:00.002+08:00

If i have a choice, i would rather leave with you and nvr come back.
After so much that have happened,
Have you already realised how impt you are to me?
No matter what happens, how unfairly you treated me,
i still went back to you willingly.
Without complains or demands...
I just want to live on happily with you.
I know now the most impt is studies, but afterall,
You are one of my priorities, definitely.
If only i could attract most of ur attention and used it well.
If only i could take up all the space you have in your heart.
If only we could always be there for one another.
Relationship does have requirements.
1. Love
2. Trust
3. Commitment
4. Time
5. Sacrifices
I believe we are slowly getting into this progress already.
So whatever it is, i would not give up and i hope you wont too.
Baby, im always loving you. Nvr ending♥

2010-07-28T18:55:00.003+08:00
She said that because i didnt talk to her suddenly so she hated me.
And thats why she wanted to take revenge on me.
OMG! I thought she very smart de? How come use such stupid revenge?
You wont not expect why such a smart girl became so childish and retarded!
She purposely get close to my bf so as to make me unhappy.
I dare to admit i was tricked by her and my bf & i quarrelled many times!
but if we so easily break up, why now we still so happily tgt?
WISHFUL THINKING LAH BITCH!
My bf already say hao break friendship with you le.
But yet you still so Thick skin.
Keep turn behind ask him for homework help.
Come on lah, i tot you always very haolian that very clever de?
Why need ask my bf? somemore so many ppl around you.
Teacher also in class why my bf? Might as well say its EXCUSES!
Wanna get to close terms with my bf again hoping he will fall for you again?
Come on, its not gonna work anymore. He say end and he meant it.
Even though he answered you at times, its cause he is only treating you
as a classmate. A classmate that talks abt nth else except for homework!
Aiyo, that day wanted to turn behind ask him for SS help uh?
Turn behind say,"EH!" Saw me le jiu instant turn back!
HAHA! Stop ur childish acts lah! Now everyone knows ur childish acts le!
HAHA ur actions just makes me wanna laugh!

Im not worrying that my baby will leave me cause our love is strong.
Its just i can tahan such a bitch trying to prevent baby and i for having peace.
Pissed off BITCH! ^^

2010-07-26T18:58:00.003+08:00
Im so HAPPY TODAY!
Baby and Friends gave me a surprise belated birthday celebration today.
Its the third cake ive cut for my birthday le!
Thanks so much to Adeleen, Esther, KaiLing, WanLing, Michelle, Ivory, ShawnChuah, Royston, HuiXin, JunHan, Faith, Izwan, Jaslyn, Wilson, Austin and Baby!
I was really surprised by all of ur actions and im really really grateful!
Sorry for not inviting some of you guys to my house earlier, It was cause my house is small and i cant invite many! So SORRY! I know you guys wont mind de! Anyway, Love you guys!!!! (:

2010-07-25T19:21:00.003+08:00
Just in a blink of eye, Im 17th already!
Thanks Daddy for buying me a hp and treating me to Crystal Jade for my birthday.
Thanks Baby, Shawn, Darren, Jaslyn, Esther, Austin, Weijing, Tecksiang and Cleon for coming to my house to celebrate my birthday! Hope you all have enjoyed urselves!
Thanks Cleon and Weijing for the Sparkling Juice!
Thanks Austin for the Eeyore Crystal! ^^
A Big Thank You to everyone that have wished me HappyBirthday!
Lastly,Sorry Shafina for not being able to go to ur birthday party!

2010-07-19T20:25:00.003+08:00
Cant believe my birthday is coming already!
So excited to the coming friday having my birthday celebration with friends just right at my place. Even though its just a simple dinner with them. But im glad enough to have them with me and having fun with them. Loves! (:
Saturday, which is my official Birthday, my dad wanna bring my whole family and i out. He said it had been a long time since we whole family had been out tgt and i totally agree. Since Grandma passed away, i realised that dad had been trying real hard to communicate with us and talk to us more which he usually doesnt. Im really glad that that's happening now. Daddy, i know losing ur mother(my grandma) is a really heartbroken thing. But i really hope you could open up to us rather than you hiding ur feelings beneath you. Love you Daddy (:

Everything had been going well between Baby and I!
After so many ups and downs, all the bitchy acts someone tried to hurt us.
Our relationship had really became stronger than before.
So that bitch can stop having such stupid and childish acts.
Feeling sad that you have lost my baby as your friend?
Come on! from the start you nvr should have done that.
There is retribution in this world one, don think you can get it over and done with. Another thing, if you chose to hate me due to the letter the other bitch showed you, so be it! have you ever wonder why she only let you see it now? Its because in the past she also says bad stuff about you all but now she is just trying to push all the blame to me and make you hate me. Come on lah, she could do this to me, she could do this to you all. If you all think that is true friendship, so be it. I also have evidence on she saying bad stuff abt you all okay? Why i didnt show is not because i don have. is because i don find a need to. You are just like a dog being so afraid of her. What's so scary abt her? She is just a small tiny little shit that doesnt look like she exist cause she is just too small for ppl to notice. But whatever it is, stop doing stuff to my baby just trying to take revenge on me. if you think that works? sorry im telling you. its not working. Cause now we have known ur true colours. you are not affecting us anymore. One last thing, i will nvr deny that i badmouth-ed you all in the past. But if only you all dare to say you all have nvr badmouth-ed before, then you have the right to scold me. Or else, get lost! :/ Childish JOKER!

Alright! Back to seriousness. More homework and tests are coming up. Im glad im catching up and my results are improving. STUDY STUDY STUDY! Way to go AMELIA! (: Im not so childish to think of those dirty childish tricks rather than concentrating on studies. STUPID! HAHAHAHAHA suddenly i just find that its the joke of the year man!!!!! XP

2010-07-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th Month Baby! ^^
Can you believe it?
We have been through so much.
Because of evil plots by ppl,
our love still remained strong.
That actually proved how much we love one another.
Regardless how serious our quarrel was,
no matter how much unhappiness happened between us,
we still love each other more and more every single day.
I promise you, i will trust you completely and nvr doubt your love for me again!
Baby, I LOVE YOU! (:

2010-07-15T18:47:00.002+08:00
Everything had not been going on smoothly for me.
Got to know the truth abt something.
She was seriously so bitchy to have thought of such a revenge?
Come on! Stop trying to act till you are innocent cause you are not.

The wake is over.
I got to adjust back to my study mood.
Baby and I are having some problems.
But i believe we can overcome this.
Cause with that bitch planning things behind our backs we also can overcome.
So i think this is definitely possible too.
At the same time, i got to concentrate on my studies too.
More tests and homework are coming.
I need to be able to cope and i believe i can.

Thanks Darren Buddy for always being my listening ear (:

无论发生什么事，我对你的爱仍然不会有改变。只要我们不分开，我什么都愿意做。宝贝，我爱你！

2010-07-11T10:35:00.002+08:00
Just here to say one thing.
Grandma, rest in peace.
I promise i will be sensible girl and score well for my o levels.
i will take care of my mum and dad.
I know you are at a better place now so i feel at eased.
Grandma, i will miss you and visit oftenly.
Takecares Grandma.....

2010-07-05T13:18:00.002+08:00
Receive a call from Baby at 12.30pm ^^
Poor Baby, had not eaten anything since he woke up.
Now, he should be having his lunch with his Daddy.
After this post of mine, i shall go continue with my work.
So as to study for Hist Test tmr too (:
Hope that i could score well for tmr's test....
cause lately, my results had been deproving :(
But, i believe that as long as i don give up,
I will succeed in whatever i want (:
Alright, its back to school tmr!
Somehow i prefer to be at school!
Cause i could see my friends and of course Baby too!
Alrighty... im going back to my books! Jy to all studying for O's!

我昨晚做了一个梦。我在梦里看到了你和另外一个女人拥抱。我看到之后，痛哭了一场。当时的我，真的感到很无助。心理也感到非常的痛。那是，我就发现了一件事。原来你在我心里是那么的重要。不是一种简单爱，而是一种难以形容的爱。虽然那只是一个梦，但是我还是深深的被它影响到了。我现在知道了，我一定会好好的珍惜你的！

2010-07-04T18:05:00.003+08:00
School had reopened for one week already.
O levels will be here in no time.
Ive started mugging real hard already.
Anway, HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO AUSTIN (:
Ytd, we went to his house. Supposingly said to play.
Actually, we bough a soccer ball, laptop bag and a birthday cake!
Our main purpose was meant to celebrate his birthday (:
Even though it was not really a very great birthday celebration.
But we all had fun having each others' company isnt it?
I wish he enjoyed himself!
Alright, i got to get back to POA hmwork alr.
Will be back! (:

Somehow i feel there's something wrong but i don know what is it.
I just hope everything is gonna be fine....

2010-06-26T12:44:00.003+08:00
Many people may think that love is painful.
Yes, that is definitely true.
But when you think of those happy memories you had with your love.
How sweet is that?
Remember, don always remind yourself of the unhappy memories.
But instead, remember the unforgettable and happy memories.
Like this, you will be able to lead a better life.
Forgetting all this unhappiness! :)

To me, even though i always quarrel with my love.
But i always make myself remember the sweet & happy times with him.
That made me feel really blissful to have him by my side.
All these thoughts could also help me to not have so many unhappy things
happening between me and my love!
Im really grateful to all these happy memories i had with my love.
Thanks my love! (:

2010-06-25T15:01:00.002+08:00
Yesterday, Baby paid back the date he owed me (:
We went to Westmall first.
Went to play in the arcade and walk walk while we wait for our movie to start.
At 3.40pm, we went to watch Karate Kid (:
Baby loves the show and i think he is crazy abt it alr.
haha! after that we travelled to Woodlands.
Wanting to eat Seoul Garden.
But who knows that student price ends at 4pm.
Baby was really upset and disappointed.
Lucky! i bought something for him earlier.
I bought his ShowLuo's concert CD for him!
He cheered up after that and im really happy (:
Then we travelled back to BoonLay.
Wanted to go Safra Lan but there were many ppl.
So we went to the park next to Safra instead.
Even though we were disappointed abt the Seoul Garden,
but afterall we really enjoyed ourselves!
Haha that lazy piggy Baby of mine woke up at like 2pm++ today.
HAHA! im waiting for his call now! i gtg do my work now too!
haha so ya! thanks readers! LOVES (L)

2010-06-22T17:49:00.003+08:00
Ive known this person for quite sometime alr.
She knows my name and i do know hers too.
But we nvr really talked before.
On Sunday, i finally get to really chat with him.
Her name is Yijun (:
She is really nice girl.
I love chatting with her.
Even though i started talking to her not for long,
but we already trusted each other with some secrets.
Im glad im beginning to know new friends that are worth knowing.

On Sunday night, i also got to know a truth of something.
Even though i think she deserves it, but somehow im feeling abit soft hearted.
Should i just let it be and let her get her punishment?
Maybe i really should :/
But i seriously nvr expect him to be such a B******!
He is even worst than his girlfriend? WTH!

To Somebody:
I know im not being sensitive cause i can tell that since the starting of this year, you have already been like bullying me. At first i took it like you are just playing. But sometimes ur actions are just getting too overboard. I hate it! You push me aside when im not even blocking you yet you act as though you didnt do anything and be urself. And urself have a really bad attitude. Maybe everyone doesnt want to voice it out to you cause they still treat you as a friend and they have nvr get this type of treatment that you had been giving me. I know our friendship was really hard to salvage. But if you keep continue like that? its really even harder. I still treat you as a friend though. Now it only depends on whether you are willing to change ur attitude towards me.

2010-06-19T12:02:00.002+08:00
Happy Belated 17th Birthday to Esther Beloved ^^
Happy 21st Birthday Joanna (:

Ytd, went to watch Toy Story 3.
It was really nice! :)
Wont hesitate if i get to watch it again.
Had a great time with my cousins ytd.
Sorry i was unable to make it for Esther's birthday celebration.

All the unhappiness are over.
Ex apologised for hurting me in the past.
I have nvr thought or expected to get that apology.
But just to say, it okay. It had been so long alr.
Im over it (:
As for my relationship now with Baby,
i agree we have lots of quarrels.
But time after time, we wont fail to solve it.
The recent, it somehow hurt me alot alot!
I was really afraid that this time things wont work out.
But as i said, as long as you believe, miracles will happen ^^
All you need to do is just to give in to one another.
Everything will then be solved like that.
I do not feel that my relationship with Baby
are those puppy love that parents think it is.
Maybe its something much more serious? :/
Alright, i shall end my post here! thanks Readers :)

2010-06-17T20:41:00.003+08:00
This is the first time i ever had this feeling.
A feeling of total sadnees and disappointment.
Somehow, i think ive change.
If its the normal me, i would have made a big fuss.
And by now? We will be quarelling way big time!
But no. I kept quiet. I cried to myself.
Now im telling myself, nvr put too much hope on something.
Something that i knew it may not turn out well.

Ive changed seriously.
Its not good having too much hope.
From today onwards, i will write my troubles here.
But im not going to let them affect me too much.
I want to concentrate on my studies.
I said it, and i mean it.
Maybe... we need time.

(9.22pm)

2010-06-17T11:46:00.003+08:00

Today is the 17th of June.
Which marks the 4th month that we had been tgt.
For the past 4 months,
we had many ups and downs.
Lots of quarrels, but afterall, we still managed to solve the problem.
From the day you said you love me,
its the day where our relationship started.
We may not know what the outcome will be in the future.
But why not lets just cherish what we have now?
So...
Baby, i will cherish every single moment i have with you.
I will try my best to turn all bad memories to unforgettable and happy ones.
I love you Baby ^^

(11.45am)

2010-06-13T17:34:00.002+08:00
It seem like a miracle.
It feels like its just in a blink of eye,
everything seem to have been back to 3 years ago.
When Sec One we first stepped in to Westwood.
That BestFriend that i had.
The times we spent tgt.
The unforgettable memories we had tgt.
The little bickers we had.
Everything that happened.
Even though we cant exactly be like how we were then,
but im satisfied with what i have now.
Ive not lost you as friend and thats all i need.
Thanks for everything! You know who :D

2010-06-11T19:39:00.002+08:00
Actually when ive just signed in to blogger,
ive lots of things to say... but somehow now....
my mind is blank. i cant think of anything.
Nothing happened today.
But i just somehow feel upset and i just do not know whats the reason.
How i wish someone can tell me the reason now..
Remedials had ended yesterday.
But im glad my study mood is still here.
Just taking a a rest for today.
Will be getting back to my books tmr.
I really cant think of anything to post for now.
Sorry guys, i hope i will be back ltr with a happier post.
I will try my best (:

2010-06-08T17:41:00.002+08:00
First, Happy Belated 17th Birthday to Ts! :D
Sorry for not being able to get any gift for you.
Cause im totally broke and ive no idea what to get you.
Hope our companion ytd was of helped :D
Hope you enjoyed ur birthday too ^^

I woke up super early yesterday. Until now, i still have not get back my sleeping hours. Really tired. Im so glad im able to wake 4 ppl up ytd! :D First is of course Baby. Then Darren, my Sis and lastly! JASLYN! But she is not purposely wake her up de. The rest is ask me help to wake them up. After that, met the rest at Boon Lay MRT station. Sorry to make you all wait! Especially for that Baby of mine! Haha! Reach Raffles and walked to 1 Marina Boulevard! Had the English Seminar talk for our English Language O level Paper this year. It is definately boring but its of help too (:

After that Seminar, we decided to have a sumptious meal with Ts since its his birthday. So we went to Marina Square's Yuki Yaki for a damn delicious meal! Its not bad! :) After that, went Arcade. Play Bubble Bubble and also Bashi Bashi! Fun! :D Soon left Marina Square and off to Ion Orchard. Walked walked walked.... Went to Far East Plaza.... Lastly to 313 Somerset! After that, met Shawn Chuah that clique and OFF! We took the train back to Boon Lay! Baby accompanied me for my dinner. And then fetch me home. I reach home around 9pm ++! Overall its fun! Just damn tiring ba... Alright, im done talking about ytd's outing.

Today, it was back to studies! Dragged myself off bed this morning. Met baby and off to school. Had Chemistry! I was actually damn Chemistry but Miss Tan kept gaving us stuff to do that kept me awake throughout. After that we were told that there was no Maths Remedial. So went for lunch with Esther, Adeleen, Wanling and Ivory. After that went back to 5A and started doing my hmwork. After Baby's remedial, he said he is going for English. While the rest are leaving. So i stayed alone in class waiting for Baby. Managed to finish Maths and Chemistry Homework. Now, ive to end my post here and finish my POA and SS homework. So.... End of post! HEHE! ^^ Will be back soon (:

2010-06-06T12:32:00.003+08:00
Somehow i think i still care...
If i dont, why do i seem to get so agitated when i knew you did something so wrong?
You may think im a hypocrite now saying this.
But im not. This is really from the bottom of my heart.
Ive stopped all my childish acts already.
From the start when i said about the hypocrite thing,
it was due to a conversation i had with my friend.
And i had a conclusion that i hated such a person.
I didnt say its you. You were the one that started to get anxious.
Whatever it is, ive deleted all those posts on facebook.
Im started afresh. All i hope for now,
Is that you could turned over a new leaf.
You think you have? Come on... You have not.
You have not learnt from ur mistakes.
You have hurt an innocent guy but you don seem to be guilty.
You nvr shown you are! You think as though everyone is wrong.
And you are the only one right.
Okay ive enough. You doesnt matter to me anymore.
Im stopping here. The memories i had with you will forever be etch in my mind.
I will only rmb you as who you used to be but not as who you are now.
For the last time, BestGirlFriend! GoodBye! :)

2010-05-31T17:54:00.000+08:00
I am back to post again! :D
Today was Chinese O lvl paper!
Finally its over, the paper was not bad.
Not as difficult as i expected but i would not dare say its easy either.
Same class as Dearest for examination!
Kinda stress cause she is so damn smart! hahas :D
Today, had some relationship problem with Baby.
Almost... but everything turned out fine.
Cause we decided to have a good talk.
didnt manage to spent lots of time with him.
Cause he got to go home and teach his brother with work.
And he is going basketball real soon. im now just waiting for his call.
Alright, i think i shall end my post here.
Will be back again ppl (:

2010-05-21T22:59:00.001+08:00

Ive been spending my time on the computer since 7pm.
8pm + i took a break and watch television.
Wanling text me :) Cause both our bfs went to play basketball so we very bored.
HAHA :X
Around 9pm, i used the computer again.
Until now, finally Baby is home.
Sian, im sleepy already.

Anyway, there were lots of things that happened this week.
Some ppl seem to have got offended by what i wrote on my facebook.
Wa! so Anxious? Admit le ah? HAHA!
ytd, it was our first day of chi intensive.
Me, Jas, Shawn.T and Wenrong kept joking around :)
some how i think this intensive programme really do help.
Monday, its a long day man! :D
JYJY Amelia! i know you can do this!
So can all my friends! Kambatei EVERYONE! :D
Hao le, its getting late and im getting sleepy.
I shall go wait for Baby's call and then sleep le!
GoodBye people ^^

Darren's Birthday (:

2010-05-17T19:55:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DARREN BUDDY!(:
Hope you enjoyed today's birthday celebration (:

HAPPY 3RD MONTH BABY! ^^
I love you, Baby.

Happy occasions had been mentioned above.
What abt the upsetting things that had happened today?
It none other than, MYE Results.
Overall out of 6 subjects, i only managed to pass 2 subjects!
Even though i didnt look upset when i got my results,
but its actually because i know i didnt put in my best.
However, this terrible results had really affected me.
I feel really upset and suddenly feel stressed out.
Its kinda pushing me to STUDY already.
Do you think i can do it? Im afraid already.
Prelims is around 2-3 months time i think?
Ive really got to start mugging now.
Mum told me that im a type of person that needs to be push.
So who will be so kind to be there to push me on and on?
Baby's, Friends' and Family's motivation are greatly needed! :P

2010-05-16T11:32:00.003+08:00
Ive changed Baby's blogskins for him.
Wanted to change mine, but im kinda lazy :0
Baby is having church service now till 12.45pm.
So bored! :(
Oh! Im so guilty for falling alsleep last night.
I promised to wait for his call but i fell alsleep :(
Sorry Baby! :(
Tmr is our 3rd month already.
Even though we will not be able to celebrate,
But i believe we have lots of other chance to celebrate right? (:
Oh! Tmr is Darren Seah's Birthday too!!!

HAPPY ADVANCE 17TH BIRTHDAY DARREN BUDDY! ((:
This friend of mine had been really nice. He seem to have the same characteristic and thoughts as me! Whenever im upset he sort of knew what was the cause of it. He was always there when i needed him and he will also always give me a great advices to keep me going. Thanks alot Buddy! You had been a really great friend. Remember my phone is 24 hours on for you. Any troubles or anything, feel free to text or even call me! I wish that you will find ur true love soon and live happily for the rest of ur life! Once again, thanks for always being there and HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BUDDY! ^^

2010-05-14T21:12:00.003+08:00

I had lots of fun today!!!
Baby came to fetch me at around 12 + 1pm!
We took 174 to Westmall and catched a movie.
Wanted to watch Ip Man 2 but Baby couldnt go home late.
So we watched Robin Hood instead.
Who knows, after Robin Hood, he still feel like watching Ip Man 2.
So he called his Dad and asked.
Finally we could watched.
So conclusion, is we watched 2 movies tgt today (:
Overall, Robin Hood is so so only.
As for Ip Man 2! Its NICE!
But the first show is still nicer! :D
Baby, going to westmall had actually helped me erase the past memories.
You even made me remember happier memories than before.
You should know what i mean!
Thanks Baby! I love you(:
OH! Sorry Shawn.T, Darren and Esther to postpone our town trip till June Holidays.
SORRY! And don misunderstood that its because we two wanna be alone.
Its not that alright? Its cause he cant go out till really late!
SORRY GUYS!!!!!! I promise you i will pay back again.

Someone had disappoint me alot.
You had made me feel so ashame to know you.
Why did you turn out like this?
Nvm, whatever you are doing now is not of my concern anymore.
You do not matter to me anymore.
So whatever you are doing, it doest not affect me.
But i will forever remember you as that innocent best girlfriend ive known.
Not what you are now.....

2010-05-12T20:47:00.002+08:00
I hate hypocrites that just acts as though they are always so innocent.
They just loves talking behing ppl's back.
And when that person appears infront of them,
they act as though they are so innocent and didnt say anything.
Think you are freaking innocent and good at acting?
Come on! Many ppl can see through your acts!
Its just they didnt even want to bother.
I feel silly and stupid for treating you all as friends.
But instead im treated as a fool!
Do you think i cant live without you all?
Come on! im better at finding true friends than you guys.
Even my classmates are better friends than you guys.
They care for me and treat me better!
If you are thinking whether im talking about you?
WOW! You must be so guilty!
Im so not going to let this affect me.
Cause afterall! You all are just hypocrites bitches that
will soon get all ur retributions!
Thanks for letting me who exactly are my true friends!

2010-05-11T19:01:00.003+08:00
Baby, you promised me you will nvr leave me.
Whatever happens, our relationship will nvr end.

2010-05-10T16:47:00.003+08:00

Isn't He Cute???

Even though it doesn't look like him,
BUT!!!! It is my CUTE Baby BTCH! <3

Finally, i sort of can relax abit already.
It had been so stress for the past week!
Finally, im left with 2 more papers.
tmr chem&phy MCQ and Wed, POA paper 2!
After that, im FREE!!!! :D
Today's Maths Paper 1 & POA Paper 1 were fine! (:
After all the Mid Year papers, only these two papers make me feel fine.
The rest? I just feel like tearing the moment i see the paper.
HAHA! But nvm, its just MYE!
Got to put in more effort for upcoming PRELIMS, MOCK.Es & O LEVEL!!!!
Baby seem a little upset over the POA paper.
But i managed to cheer him up after that ((:
He got things to do at home so didnt manage to spend more time tgt.
But its okay, i know he will text me or call me ltr one!
Anyway, GOOD LUCK FOR REMAINING PAPERS FRIENDS!
I GOT TO GO WORK ON MY CHEM, PHY AND POA!
WILL BE BACK! (:

We are no longer we used to be.
Time pass, People change.
But it doesnt matter.
I feel better off without you guys.
Im happy enough to have my DEAREST friends with me! (:

2010-05-03T18:09:00.002+08:00
Im back here posting once again.
The previous post was short and sweet.
Didn't want to emphasise much on what happened.
Now, all i could say is i will strive really hard and prove mum wrong.
Ytd, im really happy! I accompanied Baby to gp KFC
as he went to find Ms Cai with Shawn and Ts for Maths consultation.
I was really happy because ive finally feel that ive nvr lost .. as a friend.
I always thought that he hated me and will nvr be friends anymore.
But who knows when he saw me sitting there alone ytd,
he came over and talked to me.
It had been a long time since we really sat down and talked.
Thanks .. You should know im talking abt you.
I doubt you will like me to mention ur name so ya.... Sorry!

Today, my day started horribly.
I woke up with horrible mentrual cramps.
Suppose to have my breakfast but didnt have the appetite.
Took panadol and took a nap.
When i woke up, i felt so much better.
But sadly, i had no food to eat.
So ive not had anything since this morning till now.
Wanted Baby to accompany me out to eat but he gotta study.
Nvm, these days, cant really talk much with Baby.
He had to study and so do i.
Okay, i gotta get back to my books already.
Waiting for Baby's call.......

2010-04-30T19:33:00.001+08:00
Ive got to strive harder and stop slacking.
This time, im really gonna study!
Baby didnt affect me at all Mum...
Its me! Really not Baby's fault.
I will prove to you that me having a boyfriend
does not affect my studies.
I Love You Baby <3! ^^

2010-04-25T11:20:00.003+08:00

Its quite rare to see 3 siblings going to pioneer mall Mc to Study.
It had been a long time since we 3 siblings spent time tgt!
Even though its said to be studying, but we had real lots fun
while walking there and walking home. ^^
Studied finish only at midnight!
Slept at 4am! And guess what? I woke up at 7+ just to text Baby!
Okay, people may be wondering what happened ytd.
The only thing i will say that happened ytd,
is Baby and I had a phone chat that made us laughed for like damn long!
Baby kept making me laugh though my back was pain!
So BAD!!!!! :P Ltr will be meeting him for lunch!
Whatever happened yesterday was the past already.
I will try my best not to bring that up again!
Oh! 5A girls!!! how many of you all over-exerted ur back and leg like me?
COME ON MAN? It seem like a joke that a girl actually
got injured just because of standing broad jump!
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! Don laugh at me!!!!!
I hope none of my other girl classmates are like me.
Okay lah, im done already. Mid Years are coming!
JIAYOUS EVERYONE!!!! :D

2010-04-24T17:41:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder.
Is it right for me to tell you how exactly i feel?
But if i do not tell you, something is gonna happen to us sooner or later.
But when i tell you, it just seem as though something happened between us.
How exactly can we come up to a solution that both of us will be satisfied?
If you gives in to me, its unfair to you.
But if im willing to give in to you, its unfair to me.
Im really lost already. I do not know what to do.
Its just hurting me if this continues.
Im afraid im going to give up one day.
Really..... No matter how understanding a person can be,
its impossible for a girl to understand this.

2010-04-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH BABY!^^
Happy 10th Birthday to WWSS TOO :D
Today, woke up as early as normal school days.
Went to Baby's house to meet him.
Walked to school while he had his "MeeSiam"! :D
Reached school, Esther and I helped Mr Kumar with some stuff.
Around 8 plus 9, got back to our seats.
Had some talks, songs, performance and so on....
School theme song? Darren and Esther is next to me :)
There was a break at 10.15am.
Walao! Give Chocolate bread! EWW! i don eat chocolate :/
After that Baby changed seats and sat next to me.
School CHEER!! Sec 5 were invited up!
HAHAS!!!! I LOVE SEC 5s 2010 :D
Hanged around the carnival. Spent my $10 coupon!
Saw JIABAO! SHIJIE! WAILEONG! & many ex westwoodians :)
MISSES PEOPLE :D
Soon, left with Baby.!
Had real lots of fun with Baby today!
I love you Baby!
It may be just 2 months but it justs feel as though we had been
tgt for ages!!!!

2010-04-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

This time, im posting for myself.
People may wonder why have i not been hanging out with my friends.
Is it because ive got a boyfriend and does not need friends anymore?
My answer is NO! Thats definately not true!
Studies had been occupying most of my time.
Hanging out with the whole big group i use to be in seems like a problem.
I feel difficult and different to communicate with them in a group.
I prefer small groups hanging out.
Im sorry to Bgf, Darling, Xm and so on...
I know ive been selfish. But please try to understand,
Im in different class from you guys.
Its difficult for me to balance.
You may think i am not trying.
Its not i don find you are impt thats why im not trying.
Its just, somethings are meant to let nature takes its course.
Im here to sincerely apologise.

Baby, ive tried my best to give in to you. Try my best to not get into any quarrels with you anymore. Im afraid to lose you somehome but i don not know how to put it in words. Ive lots of things i think i ought to let you know but i just do not know how to tell you. Im afraid. Afraid that you will get fed up and we will quarrel again. I just wish one day we could just sit down and have a talk. I do not want to feel as though im the only one putting in hardwork for this relationship. I do not mean any harm for what ive just wrote. Im just expressing my feelinsgs.

2010-04-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for my dearest LilPiggy above! (:
I do not know how to cheer you up cause you should know,
im bad at consoling people.
All I could say is i am willing to be ur listening ear anytime you need.
I wont blame you for not heeding my advice from the start.
Cause if im you, i wouldn't too.
Love is blind. Just like how i used to be.
No matter how hurt am i and whatever happens,
I still continued loving him.
Rmb how hurt we used to be in the past?
You can nvr escape from that feeling.
so don blame urself for being naive or what.
Its not ur fault! Cheer up LilPiggy!
Im always here for you. LOVE YA :D

2010-04-11T13:21:00.002+08:00
It had been a week since my last post.
Studies are killing me, Tests are killing me too.
But something just kept me going.
And thats Uncle Raymond.
Since he passed away, he had became my motivation to persevere.
So, no matter what happenes, i will NEVER give up!
Thanks Uncle Raymond! (:
Maths tests tmr, Im gonna strive hard and study ltr.
Now, im just waiting for that Baby of mine to hurry!
Ive not eaten since this morning, waiting for him.
Cause he is suppose to meet me for lunch!
But now he is still out with his parents.
So i just got to wait. Im dying of hunger already :(
Hahas! But i wont blame him! LOL!
Next Saturday is 17th April!
2nd months with Baby and Westwood's 10th Anniversary!
WOW! What a perfect day for me (:
Okay, i shall go do some work now since Baby is not here yet.
Will update again ppl! (:

2010-04-03T18:31:00.005+08:00

我爱你！
What i ate (:
What Baby ate (:
The super cute creature ive been playing on my Sis's iphone! (:

Here i am posting for my outing with Baby ytd (:
Baby treated me to Botak Jones ytd!
Thanks Baby! (:
Catched 10.30pm Clash of the Titans!
Super nice movie!
I really enjoyed the outing ytd.
Im glad we've grown closer even though we quarrelled.
But of course i still don love quarelling with you lah!
Reached home around 1am +!
Mum kept nagging at me till now!
But who cares? Its over and seriously its not my fault!
LOL! Baby is taking a nap now.
He slept till 12pm + this morning leh?
Now take a nap again! hahas Lazy PIG :x
(Opps, im gonna die if he sees this?!) HAHA :D
Okay lah, im done posting.
Will be waiting for his call! I shall go have my dinner first.
Bye People! (: